Thursday, August 31, 2006

``_____.*hmm....#

TODAE

use supose toself declare hOls dee, budden nid to back to sch to let Rajes check my wrk so i can go overseas nxt wk...wOsh`!!! aftr O.A, had lunch wif Sean dey all, cos lao da nid to go back to her sec sch, den i alone nohs, sadded nehs...aftr lunch, went for BZF, oni had 1 hr of lesson, cos reali veri lil' ppl nohs, den aftr tt went to Bugis, shppin alone...dunnoe y, dis few daes feel so dwn lors...sigh...

300806

was l8 for sch again...den gt back acc ppr, anihw do oso pass sia...budden marks no gd la...lOls...aniways, aftr sch met *him*, den headed to Suntec wif Huini, den Aries callin said she saw Serene wif maii Ah bU at Bugis`!!! lOls...so i went to loOk for dem nohs`!!! miss ya nehs`!!!

290806

met *him* in d morn, den went to sch together, den met Huini dey all for breakfast cos no S.W, was l8 as usual la...lOls...den went for Acc, as usual, kena mark l...knn la...mark wat eva u like on tt gOd damn ppr, IT'S NOT AS THOUGH I CARE`!!! den went for BZF...slack slack, den went for O.A evrythng do halfways..reali no moOd lors...sigh...budden gt a veri goOd news is tt, can take O.A ppr le, cos it's bein changed to Mon`!!! yeash`!!! hoorays for mii`!!!

280806

was l8 again...lOls...had quite a long dae though...sigh...

5:04 PM Z

Thursday, August 24, 2006

``_____.*in sch.#

hmmm...todae damn borin nohs...was l8 for sch in d morn, so nva went for Acc, den tot gt O.A...in d end, teacher nva cum, waste my time lors...knn dee, nah beh...den nw havin BZF...dis time die liaos...on d 5th goin ovaseas, budden gt O.A access C.A...die le la...hw`? 25% lehs`!!! wahs`!!! kill mii now`!!! can we like postpone d O.A exam to 4th instead`? gOsh`!!! wat can i do`? sum bodi save mii`!!!

ech time i loOk at u...

i'm...

thnkin...

wonderin...

wishin...

12:43 PM Z

Monday, August 21, 2006

``_____.*HOMEWORK.#

Todae

was l8 to sch again, so skipped O.A and went to have breakfast wif Aries and Yiling...made mii waited for so long lors...i noe i like to slack la...budden dun put mi alone for so long mahs...lOls...aftr havin breakfast we went to sch...was Acc lesson...damn, todae i realise tt i reali have to brush up on evry subject...i cnt seem to catch up on anithng alreadii...sigh...kill mii bahs...

200806

styed hm d hoe dae till at nite...went out at arnd 10+ to Orchard, cos Hsin Ru bday...den her mum treat us eat Swensen...aftr tt i toOk a cab back, den went to 62 to mit *him*, den went hm at arnd 3...

thanks for understandin mii...
thanks for owaes bein der for mii...
thanks for all tt u have done for mii...

190806

met piku at arnd 3+ den toOk a cab dwn to mit dem...aftr tt went to AMK, den waited for like quite long den went to d cemetery...was reali a long journey lors...felt so tired...

dunnoe hw to describe my feelins oso lors...am i feelin worried or jus tired`? sigh...aniways...aftr tt went back...waited for *him* to finish doin *his* job den we headed off le... aftr tt went to *his* hse, was suppose to go out dee, budden i ended up slppin...so in d end nva go out, den went hm at abt 7 in d morn...tired...

180806

went hm straight aftr sch, gt changed and den went to mit *him* and *his* frens and den followed *him* arnd as usual...lOls...

*at least i'm happier =)) thanku*

170806

met *him* aftr sch...went to buy chain for *his* nid on sat...

7:25 PM Z

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

``_____.*tired.#

sigh...have been so tired dis few daes...cos slept qute l8...kept tokin on d fone la...lols...todae, was l8 for sch again...den went to loOk for aries at Mac...den headed to sch...went for acc...sigh...learn nuttin again...den had S.W...gt backach...sigh...den went to J 8 to have lunch...had Lamb Chop...gOd...damn biggy plate lors...cnt finish as usual...den went back to sch again...sum kinda BHB gal...say we diao her...WTF...ehh, xiao mei mei...watch hu u're tokin to la okaes...u're such an attention seeker...in fact i dun thnk u're pretti or wat lors...aniways...xiao mei mei, pls grow up hors...todae Ramu nva cum...so slacked d hoe lesson awae...den went for O.A....dunnoe hw to d lors...den wen teacher xplainin in front...a gal in my class made a foOl outta herslf lors...lOls...damn funi...BTH oso lors...hu ask u loOk at mii wif tt kinda loOk...blehs`!!! lOls...

9:08 PM Z

Sunday, August 13, 2006

``_____.*y cnt u jus leave mi alone`?.#

all i nid is to b alone..stp irritating mii...dun kip sayin u noe evrythng while u dun`!!! stp it`!!! i'm reali sick and tired of u`!!!

u noe i will nva turn back`!!! tts mii`!!!

wat eva it is, it's all ova`!!! sto lyin to urslf tt i will go back to u`!!! bcos i will nva`!!! u noe i won't`!!! so stp lyin to urslf`!!! it'll bring u nowhere`!!! jus give up and gt a life`!!! stp pesterin mii`!!! dun make mii go harsh on u wen i dun want to...dun force mii to do so`!!! u'll regret it for d rest of ur life`!!! if u won't stp, den we'll nva even b frens`!!!

6:55 PM Z

Sunday, August 06, 2006

``_____.*WTF.#

sigh...i'm fine wif anithng le nohs...reali gave up on u le...if u thnk tt it's my fault for nt loOkin for u...den wat do u thnk abt urslf`? u didn't loOk for mi either wat...so u are nt in d wrong mehs`?

if u thnk tt i'm dos kind tt oni loOk for u wen i gt xing shi, den fine, i'll live wif it...wen eva i nided u, u weren't even der, i'm use to it, and i'll oso live wif it...i reali gave up...i've surrender to fate...

say wat eva u like, i won't b bothered by anithng u do animore`!!!

S.A.D.D.E.D

9:04 PM Z

Saturday, August 05, 2006

``_____.*SINGLE.#

I'm nt waitin arnd for a man to save me, cos i'm hapi where i am.
Don't depend on a guy to validate me.
I dunnid to be ani1's baby, is tat so hard to understand?
No, I dunnid anthr half to make me hoe.
Make ur move if u wan doesn't mean I will or won't.
I'm free to make my mind up, u either got it or u dun.

This is my current single status. My declaration of independence. There's no way i'm tradin' places. Right now i'm in the ascendant. I'm single, right now, tat's how I wanna be.

Dunnid to be on sumbodi's arm to look good, i like hu i am. I'm not saying i dun wanna fall in love 'cos i wld i'm nt gonna gt hooked up jus 'cos u say i shld. No romance on demand`! I'm gonna wait, so i'm sorry if u misunderstood.

7:11 PM Z